It’s so hard to describe the state I’m in right now. So near the end … and the beginning. I’m ready to leave, but I’ll miss so much once I do. Emotions all over the place. I can’t be anyone but me, so any effort put towards being something else is just wasted. I know what I know. I’ve got all that I need. Why can’t I make my … heart? … listen? I’m not ready. I need more time. This is my story. Words aren’t enough. I can soar on wings like eagles. I can laugh and run. I am free! I’m thinking too much. I take for granted the wonderful things that have been handed to me. I can’t know every thing. Conclusion: more prayer is needed.
