Bad day the other day. Many different things culminated to a breaking point. People can and will let you down. I will let people down. The key is how to deal when this happens. Do I fight back? Do become defensive? Or, do I take the criticism apologize and move on?
I want attention. This is a very blunt and selfish statement. You must understand, my introverted nature does not require me to be the center of attention all the time, or even some of the time. I am fine with being a wall flower. But sometimes is nice to be notice. It would be nice to have someone special. It would be nice to be someone’s special. I have best friends. I have that one person I would go to first, but I’m no one’s “first-to-go-to.” However, as previously mentioned people let you down. And, my “someone special” would eventually let me down. So, what’s the point?
Last night I had a good conversation with God. I asked some hard questions. He got me through. He was “go-to.” As he should be. Usually it is only until later that I realize it was God who got me through. But, last night I went into the moment knowing God was going to get me through. He was with met he whole time. May loneliness had nothing to do with him. This made the moment more of a stress reliever than an utter meltdown. What an amazing God I serve!